New eyes!

My eyes went away and now they’re back. Yup! I finally went through with it and got Lasik. I won’t lie and say I wasn’t scared shitless. Thank god for Valium. Though it didn’t kick in until I got home. It was an extremely weird experience, the cornea cutting, and the laser. I got nauseous [...]

Realization

SF is not home… has never felt like home… and I really hate being here. That’s what I realized today. Nothing about it makes me feel excited or happy. I want out. I just don’t know how. So far, California has been one major disappointment ever since I moved out here. How does one fix [...]